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Me vs. My Brain : An ongoing civil war⚠️

  I have come to the conclusion that there are two versions of me. There's me. 👩 And then there's my brain. 🧠 Unfortunately, my brain has absolutely no faith in me.😑 Whenever I try something new, my brain immediately assumes that disaster is around the corner. It doesn't matter how simple the task is.  Going to a new place? Dangerous.  Trying something new? Suspicious.  Existing peacefully? Highly questionable. Take train travel, for example. Most people see a train and think, " Nice. Transportation." My brain sees a train and immediately starts writing a disaster screenplay. " What if you get on the wrong train?"🫥 "What if you miss your station?"😭 "What if the train somehow ends up in another city?"🫨 "What if aliens board at the next stop?👽 At that point, I don't even know why aliens are involved, but my brain is committed to the plot. The funny thing is that I'm an extrovert. I like people. I like conversations. ...

Farewell Files Pt.1 (The Beginning of an Unpaid Internship)

  In 9th grade, we were supposed to host our seniors’ farewell —that was the whole point.  The big responsibility given to us as juniors was to organize and manage the entire event for our seniors. And because of that, the inevitable moment came: the responsibility distribution sheet. We all knew it was coming since the start of the year, but still acted like it was some distant myth that wouldn’t actually happen to us. Until it did. The moment the teacher walked into class holding that sheet, the entire room shifted. Not loudly, not dramatically—just that collective internal realization that says: “ Oh. Today is the day .” She placed it down casually, like it was just another piece of paper. But for us? That sheet might as well have been labeled: “Choose your level of suffering.” • The Sheet of Doom (official school edition ) • The categories were simple on paper, but emotionally complex in execution: Decorations Anchoring Invitation cards DJ setup Games coordination Seating ...

Officially 17 years old, Professionally Stressed🫡

So, I turned 17 years old on 9 th June ✨ A few years ago, this would have been a major event. I would have counted down the days, planned everything in advance, and reminded everyone within a five-kilometre radius that my birthday was approaching. Now ? I am staring at a genetics chapter and wondering whether my viva examiner would accept "but it was my birthday" as a valid excuse. For some reason, nobody warns you that birthdays become less about excitement and more about logistics as you grow older. Instead of wondering what gift I'll get, I am wondering whether I can survive the next forty-eight hours. The strangest part is how fast time moves now. I genuinely feel like 2026 started yesterday, yet somehow it's already June, I am in Standard 12, and seventeen is standing at my doorstep. Honestly, I would like a refund. To make matters worse, my birthday and chaos seem to have developed a very close friendship. Every year's birthday is a living proof of it. Last...

A School Fun Fair Survival Story

  The Great Nachos Disaster: A School Fun Fair Survival Story In our school, classes 8 and 9 had the “honour” of organizing stalls for the annual Fun Fair. Teachers called it buisness  experience . Personally , I think it was an experiment to see how much stress teenagers can survive before turning into full-time villains. And the funniest part? This business idea actually started when I was in 5th grade. Back then, I used to look at the older students running stalls at the school fun fair and think: “Wow. One day I’ll also grow up and have my own stall with my friends 😌✨” Tiny me was full of dreams. Zero financial awareness. Maximum confidence. And I had already planned my future business idea. Not normal food. No no. ✨apple ice cream coffee✨ Delusional pro Max  Which meant: Take an apple. Cut off its head. Remove the pulp. Pour coffee inside. Then put ice cream on top. Basically I had invented a dessert using: confusion diabetes and financial self-destru...

I Gave Princess Treatment and Got a Villain Edit 😅

Let me introduce myself properly. I was that friend. The hype friend. The check-in friend. The “ tell me who hurt you ”👊 friend. Basically an unpaid emotional support department.💁‍♀️ Chapter 1: The Kind Friend Job .....Unpaid Internship I was the friend who: Complimented you like a motivational speaker Bought you flowers when your boyfriend forgot basic human behavior Checked on you daily like emotional customer support Treated your sadness like a national emergency And the feedback I received?.... “Bro you act like my boyfriend.” “If you were a boy, I’d marry you.” P.s. I am a girl🙃 Amazing.👏 Wrong gender though🫣. Application rejected.❌

This Too Shall Pass — A Line for Every Season of Life🙌✨

Can you write a line that, when I read it during my hard times, makes me feel happy… and when I read it during happy days, makes me feel a little sad? This too shall pass..   --- • The Power Hidden in One Simple Sentence Some sentences are long. Some are poetic. Some try hard to sound wise. But this one — just four words — quietly holds an entire philosophy of life. This too shall pass. It works like a mirror. It shows us exactly what we need to see depending on where we stand in life. --- • When Life Feels Heavy We all go through days that feel endless. Days when: Nothing seems to work Stress feels permanent Failures feel final Pain feels like it will never leave In those moments, this sentence becomes a hand on your shoulder. It whispers: Relax. Breathe. This moment is not your forever. No storm stays in the sky forever. No night refuses to end. Even the longest winters eventually meet spring. Your difficult chapter is a chapter, not the whole book. --- • When Life Feels Perfect ...

Teenage Brain Runs on 1% Battery (And Refuses to Charge)

  There’s something magical about being a teenager . You have the energy to stay awake till 2 AM scrolling… but not enough energy to start homework at 6 PM. Truly a scientific mystery. --- Teenage Heart  Teenage love feels intense because you’re experiencing deep emotions for the first time. A small text can change your mood, and overthinking becomes constant as you learn what connection and rejection feel like. It often mixes real feelings with imagination — including celebrity crushes and the “delulu” stories your brain creates. It may feel dramatic and messy, but it’s simply your heart learning how to love and understand relationships. 💛 --- The Productivity Fantasy Every night your brain creates a beautiful movie trailer of your future life. Tomorrow you will: Wake up early. Exercise. Study 6 hours. Learn a new skill. Drink water. Become successful. You sleep feeling inspired. Morning arrives. Your alarm rings. You press snooze like it personally offended you. Suddenly yo...